Just Ad It

FREE YOUR MIND & LET YOUR ASS FOLLOW

2008-07-09T01:50:00.006-04:00

A CAGED BIRD LONGS FOR FREEDOM
WITH WINGS BUILT 2 FLY STILL TRAPPED BY ITS OWN FALSE KINGDOM
NATURE IS LIFE - CHANGE IS CONSTANT FROM WHICH YOU CANNOT RUN
IN LIFE A BOY BECOMES A MAN SO WHY CAN'T YOU BECOME ONE?
A SOUL SEARCHES FOR ITS MATE IN WHICH IT IS ONE THAT GOD CREATES
LOVE IS A LOT OF THINGS EXCEPT FILLED WITH MALICE AND HATE
IF YOU FREE YOUR MIND & JUST LET YOUR ASS FOLLOW
YOUR THOUGHTS AND ACTIONS WOULDN'T BE SO COLD & SHALLOW
WHERE ALL CREATED DIFFERENTLY AND SET ON OUR OWN ROAD TO WALK
WE ALL STAND FOR SOMETHING OR WILL FALL FOR ANYTHING & THATS JUST REAL TALK
I COULD GO ON AND ON ABOUT WHAT SHOULD'VE BEEN OR WHAT COULD'VE BEEN - TO ME THAT'S JUST USELESS
IF I HAVE TO GO ON IT JUST MAKES ME THINK YOU HAVEN'T KEPT UP & AT THIS POINT & YOUR JUST CLUELESS
I KNOW WHAT I KNOW CAUSE A LESSON WAS LEARNED
RESPECT ISN'T JUST GIVEN IT HAS TO BE WELL EARNED
THINGS THAT HAPPEN TO YOU ARE ONLY THINGS THAT YOU ALLOW
SO JUST FREE YOUR MIND & LET YOUR ASS FOLLOW
YOU NEED TO THINK WISELY AND KEEP CRUEL INTENTIONS OUT OF PLAY
CAUSE WHEN IT GOES AROUND IT'LL BE BACK AROUND & GET YOU GOOD ONE UNEXPECTED DAY

WHY LIE YOUR LOVE IS DESTRUCTIVE

2008-07-08T03:10:00.002-04:00

WHY LIE WHEN YOU KNOW YOUR LOVE IS DESTRUCTIVE?

WHY LIE WHEN YOUR LIFE ITSELF IS NON PRODUCTIVE?

WHEN YOU HAVE THE LOVE OF SOMEONE THAT WOULD NEVER HURT YOU
YOU CHOOSE THE PAIN...

WHEN THE OBVIOUS IS IN SIGHT YOU CHOOSE ANOTHER PATH WHICH ISN'T YOUR HEART- BUT IT CAN'T BE YOUR BRAIN..

WHY LIE ABOUT ANYTHING? ITS TRUELY NOT WORTH IT BUT YOU LOVE THE DRAMA...

I'VE OPENED MY EYES TO REALIZE YOUR NOTHING BUT AN ON GOING SAGA..

WHY LIE WHEN YOU GOT WHAT IT WAS YOU WANTED?

WHY IS IT THAT I HAVE TO BE INVOLVED, BLAMED, & TAUNTED?

YOU HAVE BEEN FREE TO LIVE YOUR FAIRY TALE & I HOPE YOU GET YOUR FAIRY TALE ENDING..

WHEN ITS ALL SAID & DONE YOU'LL BE QUESTIONING YOURSELF WHY AND BE LEFT TO START FROM THE BEGAINING..

KARMA I SAID, YES SHE IS A BITCH & SHE ROLLS ALONE..

WHEN SHE CATCHES THAT ASS & BITCH SLAPS YOU PLEASE BE A MAN & DON'T BITCH AND MOAN

WHEN YOU DO THE RAIN DANCE TO MAKE IT RAIN-

THIS IS THE WEATHER YOU CREATED SO PLEASE DON'T COMPLAIN..

GOD WATCHES OVER EACH AND EVERYONE OF US & SEES IT ALL

I'LL ASK HIM TO BE MERCIFUL AND BE PATIENT CAUSE ON HIM I KNOW YOU'LL FINALLY CALL...

MY QUESTION STILL IS WHY LIE WHEN YOUR LOVE IS DESTRUCTIVE?

WHY CONTINUE TO LIE WHEN YOUR LIFE ITSELF IS SO NON PRODUCTIVE?

BUT THEN AGAIN...
WHY ASK WHY?

Mirage

2008-04-29T16:18:00.002-04:00

I'm hurt!!
I've cried!!
I walk the path of it all with my lumps and bruses while keeping a stiff upper lip.
A smile on my face to hide the pain I feel deep inside that I refuse to display for ridicule.. Ridiculous how we wear different faces for different situations that happen to each of us everyday.
All a MIRAGE, just silly ILLUSIONS and tricks the mind plays with the heart & soul...
To many tales to tell to many unfinished chapters to this life but I'm not ready to close the book.
I'm a survivor of a loss of the "G" I use to be.
A new butterfly with wings strong enough for a hurricane and you should watch out for me.
I lost the trust I once had for the world I reside in..
I've lost the friends and found my way out of the darkness...
Everything is a new vision through these eyes of mine..
No more rose colored lenses to distract me from what I need to do and where I want to be..
To bad for you.
To bad for me..
At last I am free of the MIRAGE which was you..
I don't hate you, I thank you.
Each pain you caused me, allowed me to grow...
Better off without you...
Who wants that kind of love, friendship, or MIRAGE that causes you nothing but and insecure world when the truth is unleashed and the true demon is revealed?
I never knew you...
Your new name to me and forever will be "MIRAGE"
You are a "Never Was" since you never really were REAL...
If you think this is about you, then it probably was..
Wear the shoes that fit...

LAST I LOVE YOU

2008-04-28T19:16:00.002-04:00

Im bitting my nails and lost in my face Was falling in LOVE "MY FAVORITE MISTAKE"! Theres no one to run to and Im not feeling alive , feeling like SEX and DRUGS completely run my life. Im starting to lose CONFINDANCE because I been lost FAITH. Not feeling good about "MYSELF" like some type of DISCRASE. Like if not gonna be your "EVERYTHING" maybe "RYA" needs to be REPLACED. Im crying because I have to now look at HER FACE and its not fair because I went SOOOO out of my way and you turn and do this to me. I understand SHE was cute but Im just as PRETTY too. Its like your forgetting about LOVE and letting her attractions get to you. You accept alll my FLAWS so I do "THANK YOU" and yes I understand that many times I was mean to you. I know I NAGG alot and CRYED and made SCENCES. But I always RESPECT YOU because you gave me what I need. Part of me is saying "RYA" GO but then that other part is saying HELL NO! See I keep "FIGHTING MYSELF" just to prove I LOVE YOU WHY? I dont know. See LOVE does things like this to you. But TODAY IM making up my mind its time for me to GO sorry IM no longer going down the EMOTIONALL road. SO BYE BYE baby ill NEVER see you again.Just remeber this day when you got your

LAST I LOVE YOU from your old friend.

BY; JA'RYA H

_DEDICATED TO HIM_

CRAZY EMOTIONS

2008-04-07T16:52:00.004-04:00

Crazy emotions clutter the brain leaving you emotionally screwed up and feeling the pain.
Crazy how one trys to analyze insanity when insanity can't be explained.
Crazy how in order to let go you have to embrace it first, because the only way past it is walking str8 through it.
Crazy when you over think the milk that has been spilled, instead of just mopping it up.
Crazy when your world is spinning out of control trying 2 figure out which way is up, & you've over poured your cup.
Crazy emotions take you str8 through the emotion of an out of control motion leaving you spinning.
Crazy aint it when you have to start it all from the begining.
We create the world we live in, you have to decide if it will be one of happiness or insanity.

Jokes On Who?

2008-03-31T09:26:00.003-04:00

When your life becomes an open book 4 all to read, they read into it what you allow.
When you tell lies to protect yourself, and spare someones feelings feelings aren't spared your just a liar.
When you trust someone with just more than your heart and they stomp on it your just left wondering "Damn! & How?"
When your actions speak volumes and its all before you think, don't feel differently than you did B4 and now become the town cry er.
You live & learn that what is said differently than what is actually done speaks volumes of whom you truly are.
Remember this, the boomerang effect exist its called "Karma" and she's coming back and said to tell you she's not far.

Hurt: maybe for a second
Angry: I am not
Pissed: life's to short
Peeved: maybe a little
Youthful: only in appearance so my time is precious

The first letter of each thing I should be, is what I am now--->>>H.A.P.P.Y

So the Joke's On Who?

just ad it

2008-03-28T16:55:00.001-04:00

When Is A Friend A True One?

2008-03-20T17:05:00.002-04:00

If I befriend you and allow you in
Don't ever take for granted you have a true friend.

When is a friend a true one? Only actions and time will tell.
A true friend is there regardless if its all good or if your going through a personal hell.

Friendship is a real relationship that bares it all the good the bad and the ugly.
Don't ever 4get that.

Hurt Speaks An Angry Mind

2008-03-18T13:55:00.002-04:00

When life isn't all you thought it was, you are saddened, and sometimes angry.
Its understandable that each of us has emotions and feelings like everyone else, the key is to becareful as to what you say and do in your everyday life.
Sometimes we all forget that.
Its like the Ol' saying goes "Do unto others as you would have them do unto you." its like this- you don't want bad things to happen but sometimes they do.
Most of the time they can be avoided.
I am woman enough to admit when I'm wrong, and thats the first step towards being right.
Spilled milk can be mopped up.
If you have a good friend in your life keep them, they are rare and hard to come by.

NO MORE

2008-03-18T11:19:00.002-04:00

Sometimes I don't want to be in my own skin
Sometimes I feel like my skin is to thin

I wonder why I allow people that close to my heart
Guess it was just one of my many brain farts

No more love No more Questions No more drama
Its simply just No More Of That Same Ol "G"

All that's left is just me...

Truth Hurts

2008-03-16T19:23:00.002-04:00

When you know the truth hurts, are you ready 4 the pain?
The truth hurts when you hear it, and the sad part is you knew it all along.
When you walk through life with blinders and aren't use to the dark-
You get bumps and bruses.
Nobody wins, hell everyone looses.
Its a game created to amuse and entertain.
Its bad when the truth is right in your face.
Its sad when you know it and ignor it.
Its a game we play with ourselves, so it is what it is I've come to realize that. When you analize it all- its choices and realities...
What will yours be?

2008-03-16T04:26:00.002-04:00

THEN THERE WAS LIGHT
Then there was light when all I saw was darkness and pain
Then there was sound again from the silence that was deafening
There were sights unseen thoughts over thought to the point of going insane
There was a lost feeling I hope to never feel again
Then there was song left in a world of just words
Then there was a calmness that replinished my thoughts back to happiness once more
There I was not being anoyed by the sounds of the birds
There I was allowing myself to let my soul sore-
And then there was me...

2008-03-16T04:23:00.001-04:00

OkayTime 2 Re-Educate
Life hands you a map and your the compass, you guide yourself through the various maze of life called "Growing Pains".
This is not for you to "Bitch & Moan" about.
Shyt Happens Daily.
Deal with it!!
If you have one foot standing on yesterday with your bladder full, and one foot on tomorrow your just left standing there pissing all over today.
Moments pass quickly B4 you have a chance to notice it, and just like that- its gone.
Live in the moment and stop trying to undo yesterday.
The place where you get to Ad it.
You have something on your mind?
Want to air it out?
Post it up.
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2008-03-16T03:30:00.001-04:00

Just Ad It!!

2008-03-16T01:34:00.001-04:00

This is a blogspot where people can come free their minds and allow their asses to follow.
I created this page for a form of release.
This to me is my own online threapy.

Here on my page you'll find music to soothe any bad mood your in. You'll find a topic or 2 you can relate to. A game to have fun with. Polls where you can have a voice. A "blogtv.com" show where you can talk to your girl "Shytstarter" and tell me whats on your mind. A guestbook and map 2 let me know my favorite question "Where You At?" You'll also find a couple of links that will connect you to me and other useful links instantly. So remeber, you have a voice - if there is any gossip, news, parties, funny pics you want to share and have me post here just send it to shytstarter@gmail.com "Air It Out!!"